By Divine Mother
2023-03-12 Experiences:
Divine Human Blueprint Attunement:
For me, the experience was akin to when you’re standing in a strong wind, and you can feel it blowing against your body in a particular direction. So, it didn’t come down, it came like at an angle, it was definitely on the right side of my body. I could feel it through my whole body, but the real force was here. And then it started down, and it spent time here, and then I went down to my solar plex. But it was very clear that it was like the strong wind coming this way. And I’ve known for some time that the things that are supposed to be happening in my life, that I’m supposed to be manifesting as a human. My purpose, if you will, is what it’s connected to. So that part made sense. But yeah, the future and that, that I love that. That’s awesome.
It came through my crown first, and then in my head, and my crown was buzzing, awesome. And it did go all the way down. And I could feel my hands and my feet, but then I could feel this cool neat sensation that I haven’t ever experienced before, where energies were coming in my not just my crown, but coming in my hands and from all directions all of a sudden, and then I could see my heart center shining really bright, and I could see these separate huge strong beams of light, but very specific, strong beams, so that was fun. Then my body was tingling all over. Then the Breath of Fire happened, it was nice and gentle, but I could tell it was doing its thing. And then all of a sudden, I saw myself as you know, a teeny tiny, newborn baby. And I was loving myself. Like when I had my son, that pure highest love you feel for another human being. And that was in a celestial realm because it’s all white and gold. And I was just holding myself, and then I was talking to myself and loving myself, and said, I got you now, I got you and all that. So, my inner child needed that so I can receive love.
I had white light. Boom, it came down, and that continues until you stop. Good. Yeah.
When we started the attunement, Divine Mother actually smiled and said to me, you already have that, you already know that. And that confused my mind. You already know this, but you don’t practice. It was kind of like a reprimand and then I said, Yeah, but I also wanted the energies of Forgiveness and Truth. And it was like, you don’t practice enough. So that was activated in my mind, so the whole argument was very, very peaceful. But after that the feeling came, you will fulfill your purpose, now it’s time to get out. And I need to make a peace with that. And then there was this feeling that I have fulfilled a certain part of my purpose here in life, and now it’s time to spread and grow out bigger. And change that was more related to what I do as a profession. And then there was just this feeling that I already felt like very often when I talk to people there is I speak one language, and they speak another language. And we both speak English. And it’s all about understanding the world. And so, I asked for me to be able to have more patience, and communicate more lovingly. And then crystallize the question, and you gave the answer that there has to be discourse between them. So, I’m a little confused. That’s basically what I have to figure out what all those messages meant and how I can make peace with them.
Lies into Truth and Full Disclosure Attunement:
Hi, John, so that’s cool. I first felt it in the head, neck, throat, mouth, and then it dispersed all throughout my body. And then really seeing stuff from my previous lives. Then the next phase was interesting, awesome sensation and all my cells were releasing any lies I told, and even lies I heard or lies spoken about me or that I had to witness before were released from myself. It was very cold, it was a very cold experience, but very relaxing as it was uncomfortable. But that was really cool. Then right at the end my body did a big shiver, and my left shoulder did a little crack. And I was like, ah, hallelujah, because you were speaking earlier about the right is the future, and the left is the past. And I felt like I left all that past stuff and got it all out of my being, so I don’t have to carry it around. I feel like I just got a good cleansing.
For me, it was like completely melting, and there’s just no energy put into keeping any secrets of any type. Everything was just out there and it’s like you can just melt and not have to put any energy into secrets or lies or concealing any things or whatever. So was felt very good.
So, for me, it was very peaceful, very loving, and then suddenly it was about don’t lie to yourself. Okay, I’m listening. Don’t be afraid to change things. Don’t be afraid to set yourself free. So, it’s basically set yourself free from your work because you’re lying to yourself that you have to do this work in order to support yourself, or the family. It was really very interesting. Then I took a deeper look and feeling into that and saw that all the fears are actually lies. So, it was a deeper mind opening. And yeah, I love it. I actually love it. Now I have to gain courage. When I signed for this class, I had the intention to go deeper into analyzing myself and see what I need to do to be free. And what do I need to change and evolve? Don’t lie to yourself, the fear of how you’re gonna support the family is a lie. It’s gonna happen, you are safe. Just go and do what makes you happy.
What I love about the energies is I feel like I’m being led, and I love that because I’ve, I’ve always been kind of a driver personality. I love this way of going through life now. For me, it’s a very physical experience. And I always get the, the needle tingly thing through my whole body. But for this particular energy, it was this giant bright, hot, not uncomfortable, just really warm sun right in the third eye. It started there and it never left there. And it stayed at the same intensity. I definitely felt it through my crown chakra. And then at one point, actually did twice, it felt like there was this almost half inch cord that was going from my left chin down to the top of my left shoulder and someone was gently squeezing it every now and again, so the energy was pumping through it. It felt very clean, powerful, and positive.
Forgiveness and Understanding Attunement:
This is really peaceful, really soothing. I like it. It definitely started out bright immediately, directly from the heart center. Then out my arms first. Then it was radiating out. And there was a sense of peace and lots of sensations. Then it was emanating like a broadcast. Normally I want to be forgiving and understanding, but I seem to accommodate others with more understanding than I receive. I’ve been very misunderstood in my life thus far. So, I was asking if these energies would bring a trickling of understanding to come my way. Then I felt it go out in all directions, emanating out. And then I felt this nice energy coming in through my crown, like a nice, gentle waterfall, and it was just flowing all the way through me. It was really beautiful and peaceful.
This one was phenomenal. Right away when it started, I was taken to a sea of golden, pinkish light. So literally, I was on a beach, but such a beach doesn’t exist on Earth, with such beautiful golden white sand, and the waves of the ocean or the water were coming in the color of yellow, and pink. And I was just standing there asking who I need to forgive. This class for me was to look deeper into myself and see if I can see some things I need to work on. And when I was looking at those waves, there’s this beautiful feeling of love coming and warmth all over and like stillness. And then suddenly a voice said humanity. And the voice reminded me that sometimes I think humans are lazy, because I know if they will only do more, they will be so much happier. And that voice said everyone is at a different pace in life and a different speed. And you wanting push them further, is not necessarily the pace they can go through. So, you need to forgive humanity. And again, that beautiful love energy came. And I’m a human too. So, I have to forgive myself. Then the thought came, I’m gonna send to the universe and ask every being on earth and everywhere to forgive me, if intentionally or unintentionally, I hurt someone with words or actions. I sent this into the ether and I asked for forgiveness. And then the beautiful lights were still dancing. And literally, John, I felt like I still want to get up and start dancing and laughing and feeling this overwhelming joy flowing through my whole being. This is my favorite so far.
So, for me, this was intense, and it definitely felt like a body wash. I mean, complete bodywash but then I also felt an even stronger sensation right here in my heart center. And then when I was talking to Divine Mother and thanking her for this and asking her just to just to wash away anything, it became so hot, I started sweating. I mean, it was like I was standing too close to the sun. It was really wild. So yes, it was an intense experience. It was awesome.
When we first started, I was thinking about the unconditional love of Divine Mother, and how quick she is to forgive, and I just started crying. And then I was thinking, it’s really all about not even forgiving myself as much as just accepting divine forgiveness, just accepting that., how can I be more self-compassionate, and most of the time I perceive things in the third eye area, but then I noticed my whole heart was tingling, around the heart chakra. And I was again loving myself. So, thank you.
Complaining into Gratitude Attunement:
What visually happened is I saw this line and where I had my thoughts were down here about what the failure points were, what happened is, above the line popped in these thoughts about well look at the success of this, look at the success of us. So, it’s things like manifesting that clarity in the moment of energy. Was pretty good for me.
I love this one. It felt really light in my heart when it started, like my heart was feather light. When I was 11, I found the Pollyanna book, and it’s still my favorite book and all my clients have to read even the adults. Not watch movie, bring the book. At that time I live for the family when everything was pessimistic, and I decided I’m gonna go against that. So, I trained myself to always see good things in everything. Even when I cannot see, I trained myself over the years to say, Wait, you’re going to see good in this bad situation in few days. So that’s very helpful. But this energy pointed in some moment that sometimes I say bad things about the very, very small elements of life, and I really liked it, because it’s gonna help me to advance.
I felt the full body thing, but then it really concentrated on my left side, especially my face and my torso and my arm. I could feel this different sensation that was not going on at all the right side, and it was hot. It was like I’m standing too close to the Sun or Divine Mother, and I could feel the heat. That went on almost the entire time. Then towards the end it concentrated more in my upper left cheek. And I did feel some sensation in my right foot. I still feel a little reverb in the left side of my face. I never experienced that before. I have complained a lot in the past, but we’re not going to do that anymore, hopefully. I never felt such a like a complete wow, right down the middle, only on my left side. I never felt that during any download or upgrade. Nothing. So, it was just really fascinating to me.
Worthiness and Acceptance Attunement
I felt a tickle on my right ankle when it started and then in both of my feet, I could feel my foot chakras spinning counterclockwise and stuff started coming up almost like tree life and you know you’re establishing a connection with Mother Earth. First, it’s coming up and then it connected to the source, and then it came back down, wow did I feel it in the solar plexus, it was hanging out and doing a lot of work in that area. Then it came back down to the heart and the solar plexus. Then it continued to make the connection all the way down. Then side to side, and then it then it was aligned, and then integrating. Then all of a sudden, it was in my third eye and my physical eyes right there in front of me. Something circular spinning clockwise. I could feel something coming into my third eye, and then I started shaking a lot. Then it calmed down and I just said, Thank you. That was pretty fun.
I can add that all my three dogs are taking in all those energies, wherever I sit they also snuggle next to me and soak it in. I can also share with you that my dog has some skin allergies. So, after I begin to run the perfect immunity energies on him every day, he began to act like a puppy, playful, bringing his old toys and being so happy. It was amazing to see him affected like that. So, it’s working on them too. And they always join every class and today they were by my feet all the time.
I feel very refreshed. I feel very warm in my neck and in my left shoulder. Kind of like a very, very, very, it’s not normal warm. It’s like you will put a heating pad on my chair. Next on yeah, my next you good. So, something definitely happened. But where was my where I was?
Well, I’m still in heaven, and I really don’t want to come back because I’m okay. It’s just beautiful. Thank you.
2022-11-26 Experiences
Divine Human Blueprint Attunement:
This was pretty intense. I felt the energy flow in the third eye first, then it was mostly in the head area overall. I would say first half in the third eye and second half the crown chakra. I really had to take it easy and relax to let the energy flow. I found myself in the cosmos and seeing someone taking care of the attunement and I got that this energy would help connect the intellect with the spiritual so that we use our mind to serve a higher purpose better.
There was a lot of energy in my head, and it’s like riding in your car 40 miles an hour with the windows open, and the visuals were very much working with people in nature and a lot of mature trees. I love to be in nature, so that makes sense to me. This was quite powerful.
It was more like tuning in with some pure part of me inside, the divine part of me. And I was kind of wishing that this could manifest more in my daily life, that that essence could last forever.
Super blissful. So relaxing. So much going on. It kind of like a zip file where everything is so compressed that I don’t get all the details but a lot is happening and a lot is integrating.
Lies Into Truth and Full Disclosure Attunement:
This energy started out very loving, very peaceful, very calm, there was like a pouring of an energy from the top, similar to the Blue Rain. It was a liquid on top, and then it dispersed out into the atmosphere as love, very peaceful, very calming. And then, as time went on, it intensified and got stronger and stronger. I felt like the reason it got stronger is because the people were very strong willed, so it just had to get stronger and stronger in order for the love or the energy to be able to reach them.
I felt the energy going through the whole body with some focus in the heart chakra and the third eye. I saw right away a red and green dragon get unleashed, fiery but not threatening at all, but very complete and fiery. Then I got transported to a very lush, feel-good valley by a stream, and there was this very nice lady offering me water and telling me Lies into Truth is like water giving you life. There is that sense of life there, and they need to drink it. I was advised to send it to a lot of people. I’m from France and I’ve been living in Canada for six years now. And so I see totally different cultural perception of corruption between the two countries. Here you see blatant corruption every day, it’s just so stunning from my French eyes, so to speak, not like it’s gray in France. But here, it’s just right before people’s eyes, and it’s so strange, like no one, actually realizes how bad it is. I’d love to be attuned to this energy and send it to the people here because we definitely need some help there. They are lovely and loving people, it’s just the people, the head of the different governments that are the problem. One last thing I got was there’s going to be some resistance to accept this energy, but I was very encouraged to send it regardless, and I was told it’s gonna help people to find themselves as well.
From the moment you started, I almost felt like my third eye switched to a channel on a radio station WTRUTH, or something. It was just like a frequency that is always there, that we can tune into. I’m often distracted by all the lies and corruption and wondering how to change that, and I just got a feeling like this is a vibration that anybody could access and that maybe a part of our role is to help people access it. It’s kind of like the principle where you don’t try to get rid of the darkness, you just bring in the light. Right? And that’s how I felt with this. How can I be that vibration of truth? How can I live it and do this work? I think I need to do this more. It was powerful. I stayed there the whole time; it was just in this certain frequency.
What I got was fascinating. It started off strong in my head but went down to my heart and then it started to spiral, and it was like I was in the middle of this spiral of energy that just kept coming up, going out, and then spiraling back down and becoming bigger. And it was very awesome, it was pretty cool. Wow.
Forgiveness and Understanding Attunement:
It started out very heavy, a very masculine energy. And, there was resistance to that, it was just very heavy throughout. I do understand how unforgiveness is a strong power, but there’s power in forgiveness. And I could feel that pulling down the strong energy of resistance towards forgiveness and I thought it would take a long time, but halfway through, it switched, and a feminine energy came in, Divine Mother came in and just poured her love over that and it just changed the energy completely to a loving and much higher energy level and vibration until we were done. So, it was just a loving and just I didn’t want to leave that energy, it was just really beautiful, and really nice. So, for me what I got from that is that forgiveness is the key to raising our vibration to that next level, and that if we can help people and ourselves to get from unforgiveness to forgiveness, that will help in the raising of our vibration to a more loving and higher level, and will help the earth and help all of us to raise our vibration. So, that’s what I got. It was that transition from that heavy to that light and loving energy.
Initially my thing is less about forgiving other people and more about forgiving myself. At first, I felt this whole resistance, like thinking about understanding and trying to understand why I am the way I am with myself. Part of it is upbringing, but I feel like part of it’s from past lives, that there’s something you feel guilty about that you don’t even know what it is. And then with day to day little things you’re beating yourself up, and I was so frustrated. Like, how do I break out of this, and then it was as I was just sitting there and I getting this warm feeling inside. I was thinking I have to love myself, and that that must be where forgiveness comes from. And right at that moment I felt this peace, and I thought just let go, just let go. It was powerful for me.
This time that was very soft, gentle, and quiet. I got that sense of release and letting go. And my body was very relaxed right away and was very quiet. I didn’t have any visuals. I just felt relaxed. It’s very nice energy.
Felt very peaceful to me, almost kind of left me with feelings of bliss. Just kind of like, oh, I didn’t want it to end. It was very nice, like Oh, that feels good, I can use more of that.
I think this one for me is important. With my shoulder issues, I’ve been hearing that I have to let go of some anger. So, I don’t know if that’s why this one felt it was for me. I actually felt different physically coming out of it than I did before we went in. Thank you for that.
I ended up filling it like in my throat and my heart area. It was like that peace feeling. I was thinking about things too much or thinking things over. And once that cleared up or released, then I could start feeling it in my throat, and in my heart, like truth, more acceptance, and forgiveness.
For me, it started off quite subtle, and then it was deepening, and it was so sweet and deep. I was probably in some Galaxy far away. As we’re talking about this now, the core of my being is still vibrating, like a crystal ball vibrating. That’s still going on for me.
Complaining Into Gratitude Attunement:
This energy was very grounding. I feel very grounded, present and a particular focus on the health. It was very physical within the body and the back of the head as well. I’d say pretty steady throughout and towards the end it was more intense. I think it’s gonna help me a lot.
I really needed this one today, that’s for sure. You know, when things aren’t in our control, and we have to go with that flow. It’s hard sometimes. And so, I felt this energy may to be very loving again, and gentle for me. It was gentle, but it was awesome.
This is a good one for me as well. Early in my life, I was involved in an addictive process, and everything was a complaint. Nothing was right. And I think I had my PhD in whining and complaining. Entering a recovery process many years ago, I was given the expression that, “gratitude your attitude and your whole world will change”. And so Gratitude has been something I’ve practiced. So, this was yummy familiarity for me. I was really happy to be in this. I had a visual come up that it was dark, no light at all, and then drops of light started to come through like snow. And eventually everything was light, and the landscape was different. That was really cool.
It was a very calming energy. I felt it in my body, in my spine. So, I’m sure it was doing a lot of work for my system also.
Yeah, it was very, very calming. And very, very still, just in a state of gratitude, I realized years ago complaining just doesn’t solve anything. So, that’s like something I put aside a very long time ago. So, I was just in the state of love, bliss, and gratitude.
Worthiness Attunement:
This one was pretty deep, I’m still emerging so, I think I will run this one a lot. It’s something I need. I got this imagery of abundance and just I just need to ask for it and to accept it when it comes into my life and yeah, that was nice to see.
Yeah, this is definitely one that I need. This is an area where I need working. So, what happened is I could feel strong energy being pulled from my third eye and from my forehead, and then it went calm. And I thought it was done, but no. Throughout the whole process, there was a back and forth of energy being released from my forehead, but it did get lighter and lighter as the process went on. During the process, I was worried that it wouldn’t complete and sure enough it didn’t. So, this is definitely an area where I need a lot of work.
I was in standing in this completely barren parking lot with black walls around it. Just nothing in there, just empty and barren. And then I started getting pulled back, and pretty soon I’m going over this white snow. I live in Minnesota so we’re gonna have snow, and then I’m getting pulled back to this beautiful house. It’s all warm and decorated with holiday stuff. And the feeling was that Divine Mother was taking me out of this unworthy, isolated, barren state and bringing me back home where everything was warm and beautiful and loving and wonderful.
My imagery started with a figure that I assume is Divine Mother because there was a definite feminine energy and just full of light. And I was sitting at her feet with my head resting on her knee. Her hand was on my head and I just felt amazing energy come through, and then after a bit, it turned around, I was sitting and she was at my feet, with her head on my knee. And it was just a reminder that we all are worthy of feeling that unconditional love and being that unconditional love. It was beautiful. Thank you. Awesome.
I felt acceptance and this deep forehead feeling, and it was really a beautiful feeling. Like a deserving. It was a really a calming, beautiful, reassuring energy.
I could feel lots of energy and it’s almost like things were getting dusted off, it was getting dusted off of the untruths that I’ve picked up through my life. I know I wasn’t very successful as a young man. I didn’t feel very worthy and learn to be in service to others. As some worthiness started to come in, then that has been leading to continuing to dust off the stuff that’s not true about who I am. It was almost like guys in a basement of a large building and they’re these big pillars. And that there’s a swifter or a duster there that was cleaning stuff off the pillars, and there’s beautiful artwork on the pillars, it was really cool to see. Thanks. I’ll sure be running this one.
This is also one I need to do a lot more, I had a strange experience because at first I was feeling that unconditional love. And I don’t know where my mind wandered off to. But the next thing I was defending myself in my head. And then I felt all this pressure in my third eye almost to like the extent of pain, and then I was able to just kind of let it go and get back into the unconditional love. So it was, yeah, interesting.
I did go really deep. It was really relaxing, but it would take too much effort to try to think right now. Because I’m in that place of not thinking, which is wonderful. Thank you.
Begin Running Each of the Energies:
I really have no words. It was just lovely. They all just flowed together. And I just feel really different than I did when I sat down this morning. There are no words that I can really put to everything, but it was beautiful. Thank you. Thank you. I love Divine Mother. I love working with her. And it just makes my heart really smile. Thank you.
Yeah, it was it was really beautiful and powerful. But I do have a question for worthiness. That’s the one I feel I have a lot of work to do and I felt it working through me. And towards the end I started seeing white light. What is that? What does that mean?
The experience of running these energies is just truly blissful. I’m very grateful I was allowed to retake it. I had this thought that, oh, I’ll just sit back, relax, enjoy some nice energy. But it’s really been a little bit of a spiritual journey. I got a lot out of the downloads and terms of self- reflection. So, it’s been very profound. So, thank you. Thanks for doing this.
Thanks, John. It was amazing.
I don’t have many words for this experience. It’s best described as excited bliss. There’s so much more energy flowing. I don’t understand it all and I’m not gonna try, I’ll just enjoy it.
2022-06-04 Experiences
Divine Human Blueprint:
For me it was pure peace, and it was a slow filling up, completely. It was mind first, and then body and spirit. It was very peaceful.
It started coming into my heart and then down, then the crown and then down. And was very much anchoring in the shukra-artava area, and a very powerful dynamic down there. You’re going to the formation of humanity theme there.
I was just kind of in tune with my higher self, which is maybe my more divine aspect. So yes, very good.
Lies into Truth:
John that was interesting. At the beginning, it was an increasing awareness of that whole theme of Lies to Truth around me. And then it quickly shifted to the light at the doorway shining internal too, and making sure that I’m as aware of that same energy inside of me transforming Lies to Truth as well as the external.
It was great. I really love that energy. I mean, that was more calming to me than the first one because it’s discernment. And I’m like, Oh, look, she’s got one on discernment. Here we go. That’s why I took the class. I kept seeing tarot cards, like Justice. The Wheel, I saw number two, which is I guess the Papist. And then I saw the moon. And then I started feeling shifts on the inside, in places where I’ve been lying to myself. And I’m like, Oh, look, I feel here. I feel all these little things shifting. So yeah, I really got on with that.
These are energies every mother needs, looking for the for the truth and the lies, forgiveness, turning complaining into gratitude, worthiness, these are all energies a mother needs. A kid’s character caregiver needs this, also the children themselves need them.
Divine Mother started by going country by country, continent by continent. And I could see this touching all of those, and then to the earth, and then deep in the earth, then the atmosphere, and the solar system. And finally, it came to a heart. It was a collective heart. And that’s where I could feel it too.
Forgiveness:
That was very intense for me. I took this class because the Lies to Truth appealed to me to work on the world, like we’ve been doing, but I think this is the one I probably need the most, and maybe the world needs the most as well. It brought up some trauma. The others were very peaceful, but this one made me realize how much work I need to do on myself with this one.
I think for me, it’s stuff that I don’t fully remember. That’s, that’s the weird part. No, it’s like it’s very deep. And it’s there. But it’s like I’m maybe I need to run the lies to truth to get at what it really is, not like what I have a thought it is. It’s just more of something deep. That’s still underneath the stuff I already know about. Put it that way.
What’s interesting, John, that Lies to Truth came first, because I have not been honoring the depth that forgiveness has. I’ve been lying to myself about that, both for others and for self.
I could feel it in my body, different places, and, past lives and things like that. And then there was Oh No, I thought I got over that, and apparently in my head I did, but somewhere in my body, I didn’t, you know, I didn’t get over that. So, we do hold this stuff someplace in our body. And when you were talking about karma, this forgiveness thing is really nice.
This was not an easy one at all because I could feel it in my body. Early on, I saw Forgiveness leads to understanding, just kind of like, Oh, okay. And then as it was working, my body was just going No. I could just feel it resisting, No. And another one that came up was to forgive the power seekers, which was NO!. That’s a tough one for me. So, there was a lot of work going on.
Complaining into Gratitude:
All right, well, that let me see how much complaining I’ve done over the years. That was like a really big shift for me. Yeah, that was very, that was very life changing.
Now that one for me, it was just like, divine grace just lifted up all this stuff. I couldn’t really see the specifics of it, but just lifting up all the stuff that I like to complain about, and replacing it with just divine grace, and just going, ahhh I can’t come out of here, I gotta stay hereefined
That started out to me with a lot of abdominal discomfort. It just kept increasing. And then I started going through the sequence of Divine Human Blueprint, Lies to Truth, and Forgiveness. And then all of that cramping just let go, and I was left with transforming, transforming stumbling blocks into steppingstones, but with those first three steps, first three runs, bringing that about.
Worthiness:
That one was like pure light pouring into me. Just kept pouring in and then kind of radiated out. Was very wonderful.
It just kept pouring in. It was like there was a big clean out with the Forgiveness and the Complaining to Gratitude. And then there was a lot of energy just pouring in. It was kind of like, okay, we got rid of that mess, now we can replace it. And I’m like, Well, this is what Worthiness really feels like. Okay!
Yes, this was the sweetest of the group, but I needed the first four to get here.
A thought popped into my head that was “you really don’t believe that you can be healed in a moment”. And I was just sort of sitting with that, whether you really believe in divine grace, or would you be worthy of something like that. So, this whole this whole day has been profound. I felt Divine Mother, that’s the other thing I wanted to say is I totally felt her love and my worthiness. So yeah, it was beautiful.
Running all 5 Divine Energies together, one right after another as “Mother’s Group One”
I kind of got lifted up and out of my body. It was very strong, very, very, strong, but it was only for a short period of time, and then I came back into my body again.
I thought it really strengthened the power a lot to layer them the way you were doing, the way Divine Mother was doing. In Forgiveness, I felt like I was being forgiven, and maybe as a way of showing me, Okay, this is how it feels. Now do this for other people too. It was really strong that way.
At first, when we ran Mother’s Group One, it was like, oh, it’s like a New Age, but then you start becoming aware of all the stuff and it’s like gazillions of micro transformations going on and the brain is trying to keep track of it, but it can’t possibly, and the energy is going so deep and so far back in time, and then you realize you don’t have to do anything, just let go.
My brain was freaking out, just going, I can’t keep track of all of this. It’s changing. It’s too much. But it’s great, but it’s too much. The other thing was how far back in time is it going? Oh, my God. I didn’t realize I had to adjust it all the way back as far as I can see in time.
I went somewhere this time during the Forgiveness because I don’t even remember you moving to complaining to gratitude, but it was very deep, very powerful. And I think when we did the whole combination at the end, that was really powerful. I just felt like a whole synthesis or something of how they all fit together. And you know, yeah, it was amazing Thank you. Good. Great.
Each individual Energy was exceptional, and then putting them all together, there is no word for that. That was no, no words for that!
2022-05-21 Experiences
Divine Human Blueprint Energy:
Oh, my God, I appreciate this energy. I felt like I couldn’t really see, it was more of a feeling experience. I felt like I was, not a balloon, but all these places probably in my blueprint. I don’t know if they were weak, but it got strengthened and filled. And I’ve been doing a lot of soul retrieval work, before Atlantean times, and this really helped, like bringing us all back together. And I saw the image of a diamond like octahedron, I got avatar, it will go towards the avatar, divine avatar, like that. That’s’ what I heard. I didn’t know if that was an option for us to choose to be an avatar. It could be, or it could be a person is that and this is just helping to bring them to that understanding.
Almost immediately when we started, I felt like I was being kind of softened or melted. And I thought, Oh, it feels like I’m being turned into soft clay so that maybe they can remold me or something, but they didn’t really mold me. The divine just kept melting and melting and melting. And pretty soon, what happened is that as the old form melted away, inside that was this really cool looking divine form. So I thought okay, so we’re not reforming, they aree melting off the dense covering that was there. And it melted off all the way down to probably around the knees or the shins. And then I started getting lifted up higher, higher, higher, and I thought oh, well, maybe that stuff at the bottom is going to melt away, and then it didn’t. And I thought, well, maybe that keeps me grounded so I can still function on the earth. But that wasn’t it, I kept going up. And then the stuff on the lower part of the legs began to turn into this crystalline substance, and then it actually flowed up through the rest of the body and filled in the rest of the body with this crystal structure. Yeah, that’s cool.
Lies into Truth Energy:
I could really feel into this. Me personally, I feel like I do the best I can with most of this to bring out the truth. But I think they cleared some stuff out of me from past lives, out of my teeth and strengthened my throat, and I feel so fortified, feel very fortified. And I heard, I think was Divine Mother saying, “everything is forgiven”. So, they didn’t want me to go back into the past thinking whatever it is I didn’t do, or did one of many that got hurt in many past lives from telling the truth you know? I feel a lot of that got cleared up. I appreciate that. I feel very fortified.
It was interesting that there was this thing that was coming up from underneath, and I was going wait a minute, why is something coming up from underneath. It had a round front and then it looked some kind of a snake or something coming up. But what it was it was a ball of something, it was just leaving a trail behind it, so it really didn’t have a body or anything. It was some kind of really deep fundamental or ancient lie, or excuse, misunderstanding, or something, something that wasn’t true, so I’m kind of looking forward to see what that is because it came from very deep, so it could be some fundamental misunderstanding of creation or something. It’s enough to give me a strong tickle in my throat and make me cough several times. That’s good. Something’s going on.
I feel like I got an activation and it felt very electrical, it’s like a filter through my whole nervous system but they let me see my hands a little bit so yeah, it was kind of very electrical. Interesting.
So, for me it was like an image of the old body getting lifted up and thrown away like an unused empty lump of clay or something. I just thought that was interesting since it kind of finished or completed the previous one.
Forgiveness Energy:
I’ve been working with people for years on this one with Divine Mother and Quan Yin about forgiveness, because I help people with this. They start of course, they start on you. I feel like since the Eclipse a lot of changes have happened to me personally. I feel like this old veil got moved and I’ve just been in total gratitude, I’ve been bowing to the Masters that I work with. This is a big one, and this subject is a big one by itself about forgiveness, because it’s tied into everything else practically. So, I’m really grateful. This added on, it makes my service work a lot easier. They told me I’m in a state, another state of enlightenment. That’s what I got right now.
I feel that I am releasing many things.
This was very deep. I felt like ancient, like density layers. I couldn’t even tap into the clear. I felt really deep.
One thing I noticed is I was in a room, like a big warehouse. I couldn’t figure it out at first. Along the sides next to me were all these cardboard boxes that had been flattened, and just stacked on top of each other going all the way up to the ceiling. There were several stacks of this, and I thought, what’s that supposed to symbolize? And then as things went on, I realized that oh, that’s supposed to symbolize that a lot of those boxes used to be filled with stuff, with junk, they could be old memories, emotions, things that I hadn’t forgiven or hadn’t let go of, and now that all been emptied out and the boxes were just folded flat and they no longer contained anything that I was holding on to, which would be a good thing. There were a lot of them. So that’s a good thing.
Complaining into Gratitude Energy:
This is a big one. They showed me in the body where I hold it. I held a lot in my belly. So, they would just show me where it goes if you don’t resolve it.
Okay, so this was a big one, I could really feel it really deep. Maybe stuff was getting removed. It was also current, so I knew, sometimes I get things I need to share with the group experiencing stuff together here.
Worthiness Energy:
Oh my god. I’m gonna say I’m not a religious person, but today I feel like I was getting revelations. This last one here. I heard the word, God, and then the word Good, because there’s no separation in that divine essence, and then it turned to Goddess. And then I felt like my Higher Self, my I Am Presence level came in. I looked like a Hathor holding the sun, and I can actually feel it from my heart. Above my head. I was holding the sun. And I was not separate. I can still feel it. Amazing. Yeah, the fullness, and the wonder if it all. I will just say, I’m in tears today. Yeah, it’s not a regular day for me personally. So good. Wow. I know. It’s a lot.
It started as a lot of heart stuff, but then it was like Divine Mother just filled up the space and you just feel like you’re just kind of curling up and in just total peace and bliss in Divine Mother’s heart, her love or whatever. And then at the end, imagine you’re lying in bed, you’re under the sheet, and then you’re thinking you’re about ready to get up, and then the other side of the blanket starts to lift up and this big form slips out from under the blanket and stands there, and it’s this poor but large person that’s all crumpled up and not looking good, not feeling good. been beaten down quite a bit, and all that, and that’s getting released. And then, as it’s soaking in that energy of worthiness, instead of being all crumpled and crinkled, it starts to unfold and open up, and then become in a much truer, more glorious and worthy being.
So, I’m getting a rewiring around my left temple. Something got cleared. I just did some clearing on the liver and then they reminded me what you did leave this other organ out. So, I gotta go back and do some clearing on that organ, because they all work together. Yeah, it’s very interesting, right? But I feel like this wiring my left side of my brain with a temple this. Yeah, this was really good. Amazing.
I feel like this is divine timing, because all this stuff I worked on personally for years, but I couldn’t until recently, personally, even get into these layers until now to the planet got to a certain state. So, it’s really, really wonderful, and good. I also got this image to remind myself and others that they showed of me being on a stage playing a role. I haven’t seen this in years, and we have to not judge the role because that’s what we’ve been doing. We’re very hard on ourselves.
I noticed that we get the attention of certain Masters, they will show up, I see them ahead of time. So, the word is out that we’re doing this, and this is a really most positive thing.